Being a person (yeap, no sh1t!), genuinely doing my best to follow what mostly excites me, today I got hit by those waves of consciousness, drifting out of the automated human existence process.
Weeks, months, seem to go so fast now, I'm doing what I love, have the freedom to... really do it! And at the resting points - just wonder.
This body you and I have, we will exit it very soon, what's a lifetime in the background of everything... a blink of an eye (which is what weeks feel like now).
From the viewpoint of the Sun, I, the spec on the blue marble that's sliding around it - merely lit up and went off. Who knows, maybe from its consciousness, the planets spin with 100 rpm around it, making me (for example) exist for the mere 0.8 seconds sun-consciousness period of time... What's that on Galactic level, or Universe level, or Multi/HyperConvergedVerse level. This planet summarizes the consciousness of all living things that reside on it with a unified field, like 1 being. Where was I... right, body... we're solid guys! Fuck yeah!
Do you know how hard it is to solidify existence? Let me humor this.
Everything within this solid-state we see covers about 0.0035% of existence. 0.0035 freakin' percent.
*slowly exhale
Thoughts are a byproduct of consciousness, which acquired a mind, which by itself broke through a certain barrier (human vs animal) - the ability to debug itself. As of now, I think physicality is a conscious effort to have a full experience, otherwise, none-physical consciousness can't develop the parallel autonomous capability to reverse engineer itself (right?), it's just too chaotic, random, aimless. I imagine it to be something like a half-dream state when you've been drinking and keep switching between dreaming and physical... Because you don't have a solid avatar to hold your consciousness in one place for longer periods of time, thus giving you the ability to BE, and as a human being, wonder about it, philosophY about it.
As we get closer to our true passions, time will speed up so fast, it's just as scary as it is amazing.
One day, the hands we use, the true extensions of our hearts will be the first to turn off, together with parts of our cognitive ability, then all the rest of the elements in our avatars. They say the first thing to go is the "process" that keeps the body warm. Then other services will inevitably follow to that gradual shut down. Should be pretty amazing, if you're not firmly infected with "identifying yourself with your body" malware that seems to be in everything at some point of existence, but humans have demoted it to adware (less severe, no urgency to deal with it), we might actually enjoy the transition.
It seems kind of obvious that our human form will die with the body, meaning that we really have no experience outside of the human form, leaving us only to speculate, but in all fairness, it should feel like really dying. We won't be the same afterward, we won't be human, depending on our accumulation of intelligence and energetic values, we might've won the option to sprout to something different, not just pipe our consciousness through the construct-highway of energy flow.
Why do I believe this you ask? At this point it just seems that way, we have a piece of
The One in all of us, looking for a purpose outside is ... just ignoring that, makes existence really counterproductive. If the upper level of consciousness can fart out a purpose, why can't we exercise that right ourselves and do whatever we feel like doing, in the most genuine way, creating meaning in everything we do.
