Ether

I get the feeling today, that the actual proportion between:

• Thinking about someone you know in random.

and

• The pure electrical value of sending someone a message through a messenger app.  (think about it, as you hit enter, your ethernet adapter shoots that message with an electrical vibration through a medium (fiber/air/ethernet) and it gets to the other end of the world on average of 0.05 seconds.

may be quite close.

Edit 27.04.2020: it's 4.4 to 1 in favor of emotion

One of my favorite people to listen to, Eric Weinstein

Invite some magic

red rabbit
red rabbit
where you inhabit
up is down
and left is right
dark by day
you shine at night
rabbit red
rabbit red
by your song, we are led
forward and back
outside and in,
until we lose track
of where we begin

liquid thoughts

If a vision of oneself exists, longing can always be channeled into something so beautiful, the product of which can only be felt with the aroma, emanating from one's light.

One month into complete isolation does trigger most of the underskin uncertainties. They are very easily evaporated though, as long as one is willing to truly listen.

The forms in which thoughts flow out are new every day. You always were the one, your connection to yourself always was deeply unshareable.

Remind yourself sometimes, that you will never read all the books you want, meet all the people that will always make you grow with a smile, or truly share ... anything. The only person magnitudes closest to this is yourself.

d-_-b

[Verse 1: Little Simz]
Play it seven times over, it's the seventh time, seventh day
Gimme seven lives, when I'm done with seven, gimme eight
Seven colors in the rainbow, what happened to grey?
2007, chose a path and decided my fate, facts
Mind's blown, seven doobies to the face
Rolled seven prayers but had eleven in my brain
Feeling stranger things every time that I bring the forcefield light
I'll be Snow White with my seven dwarves, can't lie
Runs through my mind, meetin' heaven's door
Oh, I cannot get through life showin' no remorse, no time
What if you roll seven on the dice?
What if you get to know me and find out I got seven sides?
Wait – will you wanna be free?
Watch Aladdin with your third eye, you'll see
Never got three wishes from a genie
In the real world, not your dreams be way too deep
Beginning, middle and end, everything is me
Beginning, middle and end, everything is three
Mind, body, and soul; birth, life, and death
Past, present, and future, goin' over your head
Too ahead, too much of anything be bad for you, need balance The yin and yang is never bad for you
The good and the bad, men and women, they unite
Everything is everything, everyone is too alike
Way too similar, need individuality to strike
Too much chat, not enough, doin' whatever is right
Am I right or am I right? Right?
Feelin' too damn high, still I'm glad I'm

[Verse 2: Joe Newman]
Neon, neon, neon
A blue neon lamp in a midnight country field
Cows surround so you lean on, lean on
So much your hugs become hold-ons

[Verse 3: Little Simz]
The ones who tell you tell you how it really is
They trick you into believin' there's only one winner here
Well, fuck it, I'm comin' first, in the condition to work
All I need is one mic, get you one last verse
I've got one voice, once chance, one mother, one past
One pair of heels, one nose ring, one car, one goal
Will it ever change? Who knows
One day, a little me, ten fingers, ten toes
Ten friends turn foes, you know how it goes
Ten songs for you, twelve days, ten shows
By the age of ten, I was already on a roll
Stayin' out past ten, right, and Mummy didn't know
Ten crack commandments, Biggie taught me so
Home, but my body's still on ten different time zones
Been livin' in flight mode, ten seats on the plane
How I get here? Man, I thought I'd never see the day
Still, it came

[Verse 4: Joe Newman]
Neon, neon, neon
A blue neon lamp in a midnight country field
Cows surround so you lean on, lean on
So much your hugs become hold-ons

[Bridge: Little Simz]
See you where I'm at, see you where I'm at
See–see you where I'm at, right?
See you where I'm at, see you where I'm at
Make a wish, cannot take it back
Fuck it, I'll relax, neon lamps
Neon lamps (Neon lamps)
Make a wish, cannot take it back
Cannot take it back, cannot take it back

[Verse 5: Joe Newman]
Well, that smell of sex
Good like burning wood
The wayward lad laid claim
To two thirsty girls from Hornsea
Who left a note when morning came

[Verse 6: Little Simz]
Always told I'm unreadable, unbeatable
These days unreachable, my number's seasonal
Still, I love you
Niggas know my karma pays the truth from a lick of youth
Nothing I love more than being here, in and out of booths
Still, I miss you

[Outro: Ellie Rowsell]
Girls from the pool say "Hi" (Girls from the pool say "Hi")
The road erodes at five feet per year
Along England's east coastline
"Was this your first time?" ("Was this your first time?")
"Love is just a button we pressed
Last night by the camp fire" ("Last night by the camp fire")

Design Theory

I was thinking of a famous saying... well, maybe not so famous, but it said this:
"When you say 'My mind' that automatically underlines the fact that you own it, or have it under control, and it's about time you realize that we do not own The Mind, neither we control it"
The line goes much further but I was wondering if The Mind acts as a WDS image for all human agents that are deployed on this planet... you know.
Let's, for example, add some of the obvious elements:

Hardware Body (functionally our avatar, our molded form of being with a section that we can call a heart and I'll end here)
         The Kernel (let's call it that, written in the DNA language, for the set of rules that form/sustain our body, making it able to exist)
         The Mind (The OS that everyone uses, existing on top of the kernel)
This is actually a very complex system whos pure purpose seems to be the scheduling of data through the quantum computer that is our brain. However, this vessel cannot exist without the next set of elements:
Electric core (the energy running through/from/to the body)
Shard of The One (the spark of consciousness to enable it all)

All of this probably runs into this giant environment (sandbox? depending on size) that has a big set of variables, making the conditions possible for all other elements to form/exist.
So...
Environment: Light, Gravity, Electromagnetism.
Human Agent: Complex Layered Entity, holding together many modules, suggesting intelligent design. I made a quick small diagram trying to visualize it.

Sometimes it just doesn't seem possible to debug something this big, if you can't go down to it...
If The One was all there is, there was and there ever will be, I'll leave you with a short story from another Fantasy blog:

"When The One came into existence, there was nothing but him, at some point after this, he created his first face and shortly after that, became very lonely.
At another point forward, he managed to create the first mirror and shattered it. The effects each piece of this mirror had on him were profound, making him create The Mirror.
He gave a fraction of his own consciousness to each of the infinite amounts of fractal shards that went out after he shattered it... This is also known as the First Split.
Each reflection was now being done through the eyes of a being, inserted into that same piece of mirrored glass (for the limitations of our language we'll call it that).
One of those beings is the creator of this particular realm, our so-called universe/physical reality."

Here's where we skip forward, one of the clauses we signed off on to become human is that our perception goes through the melting process, splitting a single electric core into different elements, making us able to experience Time. Another thing on this "contract" states is that we agree to not remember anything...

Temporal flux

Being a person (yeap, no sh1t!), genuinely doing my best to follow what mostly excites me, today I got hit by those waves of consciousness, drifting out of the automated human existence process.
Weeks, months, seem to go so fast now, I'm doing what I love, have the freedom to... really do it! And at the resting points - just wonder.
This body you and I have, we will exit it very soon, what's a lifetime in the background of everything... a blink of an eye (which is what weeks feel like now).
From the viewpoint of the Sun, I, the spec on the blue marble that's sliding around it - merely lit up and went off. Who knows, maybe from its consciousness, the planets spin with 100 rpm around it, making me (for example) exist for the mere 0.8 seconds sun-consciousness period of time... What's that on Galactic level, or Universe level, or Multi/HyperConvergedVerse level. This planet summarizes the consciousness of all living things that reside on it with a unified field, like 1 being. Where was I... right, body... we're solid guys! Fuck yeah!
Do you know how hard it is to solidify existence? Let me humor this.
Everything within this solid-state we see covers about 0.0035% of existence. 0.0035 freakin' percent.
*slowly exhale
Thoughts are a byproduct of consciousness, which acquired a mind, which by itself broke through a certain barrier (human vs animal) - the ability to debug itself. As of now, I think physicality is a conscious effort to have a full experience, otherwise, none-physical consciousness can't develop the parallel autonomous capability to reverse engineer itself (right?), it's just too chaotic, random, aimless. I imagine it to be something like a half-dream state when you've been drinking and keep switching between dreaming and physical... Because you don't have a solid avatar to hold your consciousness in one place for longer periods of time, thus giving you the ability to BE, and as a human being, wonder about it, philosophY about it.

As we get closer to our true passions, time will speed up so fast, it's just as scary as it is amazing.
One day, the hands we use, the true extensions of our hearts will be the first to turn off, together with parts of our cognitive ability, then all the rest of the elements in our avatars. They say the first thing to go is the "process" that keeps the body warm. Then other services will inevitably follow to that gradual shut down. Should be pretty amazing, if you're not firmly infected with "identifying yourself with your body" malware that seems to be in everything at some point of existence, but humans have demoted it to adware (less severe, no urgency to deal with it), we might actually enjoy the transition.
It seems kind of obvious that our human form will die with the body, meaning that we really have no experience outside of the human form, leaving us only to speculate, but in all fairness, it should feel like really dying. We won't be the same afterward, we won't be human, depending on our accumulation of intelligence and energetic values, we might've won the option to sprout to something different, not just pipe our consciousness through the construct-highway of energy flow.

Why do I believe this you ask? At this point it just seems that way, we have a piece of The One in all of us, looking for a purpose outside is ... just ignoring that, makes existence really counterproductive. If the upper level of consciousness can fart out a purpose, why can't we exercise that right ourselves and do whatever we feel like doing, in the most genuine way, creating meaning in everything we do.